July 2009
1 post
Vote for my Mini-Me! →
My Mini-Me, Natalya, has been entered in a photo contest! Grand prize? $2500! Help my family win $2500!!!! ^_^
June 2009
2 posts
[the 8 harsh truths] →
My lovely Cynthia posted this, and I felt the need to reblog it. Read. Accept. Love.
A few random things...
1.) Man, it’s not a good week to be a celebrity, huh? Ed McMahon a couple of days ago, then Farrah Fawcett yesterday morning and then three hours later, the King of Pop Michael Jackson. Legends in their own respects, the three of them, all gone within days of each other. Sad. My condolences.
2.) I feel that regardless of whether or not you respected someone in life, you should respect them...
May 2009
1 post
Why is it so damn hard for adults to clean up...
Like seriously!
How disrespectful is it for someone to spend their entire day cleaning and organizing, and making your domicile presentable so it no longer looks as though you live in squalor…and then for someone else to come home, regard the fact that the house is clean by saying, “Place looks nice.” and then just completely destroy it?
WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF CLEANING...
April 2009
13 posts
“A child is born to innocence. A child is drawn towards good. Why, then, do so...”
– Dr. Mohinder Suresh, Heroes Volume 3 - Villains; Episode: “Villains”
You gotta scream until there's nothing left. With...
So, after taking the first step and emailing my mother yesterday morning, I finally managed to get some sleep!
And then some more good stuff came about.
Today, around 3pm, I got a call for an interview with a freight company for a billing clerk. It pays a bit more than my current job. ($8.50 is better than $7.50, right?) So I was set up for an interview there tomorrow at 9am.
But then I checked...
Hope it doesn't take the rest of my life til I...
So, here it is: 5:54 in the morning on April 22nd, and I’m still awake.
Yep.
What have I done?
Not a darn thing, really. Screw around on Facebook, mostly.
But I finally sucked it up and dealt with my pride and emailed my mother back and told her that I’m done being a stubborn idiot and am asking for help and that any would be greatly appreciated.
And then I mentioned the fact that...
Memos to George Steinbrenner and Joe Girardi:
ATTN: Mr. George Steinbrenner SUB: Chien-Ming Wang
GET. RID. OF. CHIEN-MING WANG.
NOW.
Sincerely, Your loyal Yankees fans
ATTN: Mr. Joesph Girardi SUB: Chien-Ming Wang
PUNCH CHIEN-MING WANG IN THE THROAT FOR ALLOWING 14 RUNS IN THE SECOND INNING OF THE GAME PLAYED AT YANKEE STADIUM ON APRIL 18TH, 2009.
Sincerely, Extremely disgruntled Yankees fans
ATTN: Mr. Joesph Girardi SUB: Addendum to...
A quick vocab lesson for everyone...
frenemy - (also sometimes spelled “frienemy”) A blending of the two words “friend” and “enemy”, used to refer to an enemy disguised as a friend. While in most instances, the parties involved are aware of the frenemy-type relationship, while in some, only one party is aware. This type of relationship is often used to keep an eye on what the other is doing.
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I'm not a girl, not yet a woman...
So, I’ve been slacking on the communication with my mother lately, basically trying to let everything she’s said sink in and giving myself a chance to really re-evaluate my life up to this point.
We’ve already established the fact that I need to seek help for my bipolar disorder.
But I’ve also had to step outside of myself and look around and see where I am, and what...
Trouble - Britney Spears
You and I left alone,...
A little food for thought...
You know, if you’ve sworn not to care about someone anymore, and truly don’t care about that person…then maybe…just maybe…you should, oh I dno…STOP MYSPACE STALKING THEM, trying to find out something about what they’re doing?
And really, having your stupid friends do it for you is even worse.
GET LIVES.
WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN MUNDANE STUFF.
I walked out...
Well, hello there, Pot! Have you met Kettle?
“Don’t focus on the people who’ve left you behind. Focus on the ones who’ve always been there.”
…how hysterical is it that that came from someone who’s quick to turn their back on me, and has done so four times? Not to mention, swore up and down they’d always be there no matter what, commend me for certain things such as not getting involved in...
And I'm free...free fallin'...
You know that one dream where you’re endlessly falling through a vast nothingness of white? Yeah, I just woke up from that dream, with a rather terrifying ending. I was falling for what seemed like an eternity, until I hit a huge, ice cold body of water. I couldn’t come up for air, though. I kept sinking deeper and deeper, until finally, my body reflexively gasped for air, which...
The Climb - Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it That...
Every step I'm taking, every move I make feels...
Every day that passes seems more hopeless than the one before. I wake up, hoping and praying that something comes through, that my efforts weren’t once again all for naught, and yet, at the end of the day, I realize that once again I’ve come up empty handed. I keep praying to God every night, knowing that at some point, He’ll come through for me like he has in the past, but with...
There's things I've done I can't erase...Lord, you...
*sighs* I’m emotionally drained. I don’t know what to feel anymore, because I don’t know if there’s any emotion left for me to feel.
March 2009
7 posts
“Greatness inspires envy, envy engenders spite, spite spawns lies.”
– Lord Voldemort, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince - p.443
All I want is freedom, a world with no more...
I hate March 26th with every fiber of my being.
It’s just a date associated with too many painful memories.
March 26th, 2004.
The day I told Jason, Naty’s father (or rather, former father. He’s since renounced all parental rights) that I was pregnant. We talked options over, and he agreed to have the baby and swore that he’d be a part of her life.
A few hours later, he...
Animal I Have Become - Three Days Grace
I...
I've hurt myself by hating you...
The other evening, I sat down and responded to one of many emails that have been exchanged between my mother and I throughout the course of the last week. My response was written in a much less than amiable nature. In it, I proceeded to express the deep-rooted and long unexplained hatred I’ve harboured for the woman who brought me into this world, how I hated her for having me - someone who...
“Who are you to judge the life I live? I’m not perfect and I don’t...”
– Bob Marley
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare, I let...
It seems as though when things are finally looking up, there’s always someone or something that comes along with the sole intention to knock me back down.
Some of you reading this may have heard an account of my most recent fall from grace from someone whom I’ve had nothing short of a tumultous friendship with. This is the fourth time this person has turned their back on me, and each...